Have courage and be kind. All is well. Allahumma Ameen :)

Let bygones be bygones

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah. An unresolved past never really goes away until you find the courage to revisit all the pain and accept that there's nothing you can do to change the past. What's happened has happened. What's done is done. No matter how much we want to change the past, we can't. Let bygones be bygones. And still trying to forgive and forget. :) It may hurts to let go. But sometimes, it hurts more to hold on. Always believe this, when you finally let go of the past, something better will comes along.

Quote for today :

"Sometimes we need to forget some people from our past because of one simple reason. They just don't belong in our future."



It's time to say goodbye. :)

P/S : Stop stressing, let go, & move on :)

Sahabat, jazakumullah khairan katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza;)

Chapter 6 - A true friend is the greatest of all blessings.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah. I'm alive. Alhamdulillah my business goes well as I've planned. Alhamdulillah for everything. Friend. Without my friend, I'm nothing. Without their courage and support, I'm not what I'm today.

Dear best friend, thank you for your part in my life journey. Thank you for staying much longer than I thought. This weirdo really really appreciate your presence in her life. :) You know I wouldn't dare to be this weird plus crazy with anyone else. Thank you for everything, babes. 

Quote for today :

"A true friend won't judge you. A true friend will keep your secrets as secret. And a true friend will always be there for you."
Friend forever and ever till Jannah. In Shaa Allah. :) 
P/S : You know who you are. No need to mention your name b'coz you'll always know where your place in my heart. :) 

Sahabat, jazakumullah khairan katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza;)

Chapter 5 - Family is where life is begin and love never ends.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Masih diberi peluang bernafas di muka bumi. Moga hari esok lebih baik dari hari ni. Allahumma Ameen. Family. Keluarga. Hargailah keluarga kita selagi mereka masih ada. Selagi kita masih berada di sisi mereka. Mak, abah, kakak, abang, adik. Alhamdulillah for everything. Loving all my family member to the moon and never wants to come back. :)

Tanpa abah Sis, mungkin Sis takkan belajar sampai degree. Abah selalu pujuk & bagi Sis semangat belajar tinggi-tinggi. Paling penting, abah selalu support financial Sis belajar dari zaman matriculation sampai zaman degree. Rasanya dah banyak sangat abah Sis tolong Sis sampai sekarang. Jadi, sebagai balasan. Sis akan ikut apa saja cakap apa. Apa saja yang abah Sis nak Sis buat, selagi tak langgar syariat. In Shaa Allah Sis akan tunaikan. :)

When I wake up, you're the first thing that comes to mind. :)

Tanpa mak Sis, Sis takkan lahir dekat dunia. Tanpa mak Sis, mungkin tak ada siapa selain abah yang sudi doakan Sis. Mak pun banyak bagi financial support dekat Sis. Disebabkan mak abah Sis bekerja keras, sepanjang Sis belajar Sis tak perlukan pinjaman kewangan. Walaupun mak abah Sis bertungkus-lumus demi kesenangan Sis di masa depan. Sis tetap akan balas suatu hari nanti. No pain, no gain. I believe this. While others enjoy their youth life, I've enjoyed my youth life in my own way. Which is I think it's (super) burdensome for me as I'm only 23. :) 

Without my siblings, I would never have to go through many experience as the oldest one. But yet, I'm not matured at all even I'm the oldest one. Sometimes, I manage to behave as kakak. So that, it's make me feel a little bit matured. *HAHA* Thank you my adik-adik. Even kita kekadang gaduh, tu tandanya kita memang siblings. :)

Quote for today :

"Family is where life is begin and love never ends."

P/S : Family is a gift that lasts forever. So, take good care of your family will brings you a happiness. 

Sahabat, jazakumullah khairan katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza;)

Chapter 4 - I'm not dieting. I'm just changing my lifestyle.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah. 1 Februari '17. Hopefully everything will goes smoothly as I've planned. :) Bukan mudah nak senang. Bukan susah nak susah. Nak senang kena bersusah dulu. Nak susah di kemudian hari, bersenang-senang lah dulu. Rasanya dah ada Wishlist baru kot sempena masuk bulan februari ni. Banyak benda yang sis plan nak buat. Hopefully tercapai semuanya sebelum habis bulan februari ni. One of them, losing 5 kg per month. No more nasi, bihun, mee, kuey teow, minuman berkabonat or manis. Nak kena start balik workout 1 hour per day. Green apple ft. green tea for breakfast or sahur. Cleanx tea detox before sleep at night. And most important thing, set my mind. "I CAN DO THIS."

Quote for today :

"I'm not dieting. I'm just changing my lifestyle."

P/S : Losing weight is a mind game. Change your mind. Change your body. 

Sahabat, jazakumullah khairan katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza;)

Chapter 3 - One to help yourself, the second to help others.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Alhamdulillah. Masih diberi peluang bernafas. Masih diberi pinjaman nyawa dan peluang untuk teruskan perjuangan hidup di muka bumi. Alhamdulillah. Sis rindu arwah Siti Junainah. Moga arwah Jun ditempatkan dalam kalangan mereka yang beriman. Allahumma Ameen. Arwah banyak mengajar diri sis untuk lebih matang & lebih memahami hala tuju hidup sebenar. Wallahi, sis rindu sangat dekat arwah Jun :( Sis dah pernah janji nak tolong dia & family dia. Even dia dah tak ada, sis dah anggap family arwah Jun macam family sis sendiri. In Shaa Allah. Sis takkan lupa janji sis. :)

Quote for today :

"You have two hands. One to help yourself, the second to help others."

You doesn't need a reason to help people, right? We rise by lifting others. SO why not kita tolong orang yang tengah susah? Imagined we're in their shoes. Then, you'll know what and how to help them. :)


P/S : You will get all you want in life, if you help enough other people get what they want. :)

Sahabat, jazakumullah khairan katsiran wa jazakumullah ahsanal jaza;)